seriously, i'm so sick of the situation now.
i swear, there's no any other feeling between us like dramatically.
no means no. and never will happen between us.
i may play with you. but sometimes people always took your advantage and try to challenge your limit and unfortunately, i am the one who are enough patience towards a thing especially which are harmful to me.
i'm not the girl who will cry for the pain, the loss, the sadness, all those i will just pretend to take it easy but the truth is , i was really hurt inside.
i always act like i'm the strongest person wanna be.
i don't want to lose anyone because u are a meaningful friend to me, but u always push me to my limits. i don't think i could withstand it until graduation.
seriously, i hope we could be friends even more, bestfriend-could-be.
i don't wanna our friendship goes like this.
really so fuck up and totally a mess.
can we be friends like normal?!